...KEEP WAITING

The world says you are gone forever,

But how do i believe it? How do I stop my tremor?

They say, you've vacated our lives, leaving behind every thing

But my hopes oblige me to still keep waiting.

How could you be so irresponsible? Because the last time we talked, you didn't even say goodbye

You promised to stay with me, but you left, why?

They say, soon I shall overcome my dejected feeling

But i disregard their words and still keep waiting.

I know, I Was closest to you and maybe, I failed to keep you happy

But for my gaffes, you can't penalize me So badly

They say I should forget you and start with a new beginning

But I want to live the same life and still keep waiting.

I no more want to survive with your memories but I want to be with you in person

Because physically am fine but mentally I've just worsen

They say, death was your fortune and so I should stop overthinking

But I don't know for some reason, I still keep waiting

According to The world, I am No one to you,

So They question on my mournful phase

But am Tired of hearing them, I want you to come and answer in your ways

It's bitter truth, but reluctantly I have to spend the rest of my entity smiling

Still evey moment I will Keep waiting.

You gave birth to my new self and took it

back by adding more sorrows to it

I know I won't find someone else because your loss was a hard hit

Either I shall praise your existence or curse your lifeless evocations everyday, internally suffocating,

But whatever it is, all I can do is only keep waiting.

-Suha Mutwalli

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