TOO STRONG TO GIVE UP

I am scared if things are not going along,

Scared if my negative mind signal's me to do something wrong

I am scared even if things are going too well,

Scared if heaven like life suddenly becomes hell

I want to cry but, tears are not supporting,

My stomach is hungry but, my throat is not responding

I want to run away, far and enjoy the open air,

But I love to sit in the corner of the room, besides a chair.

My working days end up, with me, napping and sleeping,

And my peaceful nights, restless, every time my positions flipping.

Winters are hot, humid and summers cold and dry,

Tragedy stories are making me laugh while comedy is making me cry.

I don’t know what’s the reason or maybe there are many unspecific reasons for my situation,

'Cause my dumb mind is turning thoughtful for a long duration.

Today if I die after all this, people will call it depression to sum it up

But I will make sure that this doesn't happen 'cause I am too strong to give up.

AUTHOR: SUHA MUTWALLI

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